Reinstated to full fellowship

It has been awhile since I have posted.  I was reinstated in full fellowship in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day saints in the first quarter of 2010.  I was again paraded before a high council of 15 men and shared my remorse and emotional pain with past experiences.  I felt love and acceptance by some but still judged by so many.  This past year has been very difficult emotionally as I continue to live with the shame of my experiences and honestly struggle with the male intimacy that I believe I still need.  I will start posting again and use this blog as a place for healing from deep wounds and shame.

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